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It's easy to halucinate things that u dont really like..just close ur eyes and it will come by itself.

Low Lights

I should say that i'm so into slow speed photography, and i really want to learn more. I've done experiments but still i just need to go hunting more often. This is my first time hunting with my friend to a famous street in Bandung, which is Jl. Braga, where it has some old buildings there, art shops are availiable here too, and now people hangs out around there to drink some coffe or just take pictures. The above pic was taken by my friend.. it was good.. when I tried to take hers, it was awful.. it was kinda blurry and stuff. After many shots, the batteries went down.. muddafugga!!! So, i couldn't continue on hunting.

That's it for today.. check out my other slow speed photography =D The rest are done by self-timer.

The Enchanted Snake

An illustration for the fairytale "The Enchanted Snake".
The thing that i dont really understand in this story is why does the princess didnt deny that she was going to marry a snake.. good thing that the snake turned to a handsome prince, but somehow the story complicates itself..

I really don't like the story but i'm just trying to illustrate the story that i'm reading..
I hope I can find much better stories to illustrate from =D

This drawing is done by drawing pen on a my A5 sketchbook. I am soo into classic illustration books. they have so much textures instead for colouring with colors. This is my first shot (actually second), and i'll be studying more to draw much better.

The Reason

If i'm singing a song right now, it would be this song... shit! T_T

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Letters to God

Dear God,

this afternoon the rain is pouring so much that i couldn't get out to find some food for lunch. I'm so hungry but i know there are a lot more people with hunger who can't even feed themselves. I feel alone in my room, not only because my friends haven't arrived yet, but because somehow i just got a hole in my heart.

Dear God,

Please, take care of him, because you know I'm not capable of doing that. I'm sure you can come and visit him sometime and say hello from my part. I won't be able to do a thing like you, going in many places anytime you want. I'm going to get busy the next few years and I won't be able to spend more time with him. If you're making a plan with us, just surprise me, i just want it to be good.

Dear God,

You're the only person who can listens me and care for me even though I've hurt you so many times. Sincerely i really don't need to write to you by this blog, but if you have an e-mail, i would send it to you. I hope that you can find my blog by browsing on google o somehow it just appeared, but it doesn't matter, i just want you to calm me down, guard me and make me smile again. I guess that's all.. i'll be writing you back another day. Please stop the rain, because i need to eat. =)

thank you
one of your female creations,



P.S. say hello to my family and my friends worldwide, i know you can do that in just a few seconds, tell them i miss them so much.

i feel bad

i have spent too many tissue in my room now...
i'm pretty much better now, coz i can feel hunger.
seriously i wouldn't want it to happen, but it must. hoping for that days to come, even though we're sure that it won't. but i still won't let go of that dream, time will tell me if i will or can reach my dreams.
so many thoughts and memories keep running in my head. if i'm an emo, i'd kill myself xD, but thankfully not. i just can't let go of the past, it's too sweet too loose.

i really dont understand what i had just wrote, but the point is i must go on, even though it's fucking hard!!!